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Sunday, 20 March 2016


A sort of fear is running inside me now. Fear of wasting time ... Lot of things to do for His sake but most things is not done due to procrastination... How can we be so sure that we have lot of time before we return to our lord, if we don't know what is going to happen the very next moment ... Did Allah gave us any fixed time? NO THEN? Ya Rabb



I have this tree analogy when I think of people in my life, be it friends, family, acquaintances, employees, co-workers, whomever...They are all placed inside what I call my tree test. It goes like this:




LEAF PEOPLE

Some people come into your life and they are like leaves on a tree. They are only there for a season. You can't depend on them or count on them because they are weak and only there to give you shade. Like leaves, they are there to take what they need and as soon as it gets cold or a wind blows in your life they are gone. You can't be angry at them, it's just who they are.

BRANCH PEOPLE
There are some people who come into your life and they are like branches on a tree. They are stronger than leaves, but you have to be careful with them. They will stick around through most seasons, but if you go through a storm or two in your life it's possible that you could lose them. Most times they break away when it's tough. Although they are stronger than leaves, you have to test them out before you run out there and put all your weight on them. In most cases they can't handle too much weight. But again, you can't be mad with them, it's just who they are.

ROOT PEOPLE
If you can find some people in your life who are like the roots of a tree then you have found something special. Like the roots of a tree, they are hard to find because they are not trying to be seen. Their only job is to hold you up and help you live a strong and healthy life. If you thrive, they are happy. They stay low key and don't let the world know that they are there. And if you go through an awful storm they will hold you up. Their job is to hold you up, come what may, and to nourish you, feed you and water you.

Just as a tree has many limbs and many leaves, there are few roots. Look at your own life. How many leaves, branches and roots do you have? What are you in other people's lives?

THANK GOD FOR THE ROOTS!

Saturday, 12 March 2016

Just because you can't see it doesn't mean someone's not battling it..




Tuesday, 2 February 2016

Friday, 22 January 2016

I do not seek your understanding nor 

do I seek ur approval..

I do not need ur permission nor 

do I need ur sarcasm..

The journey..the struggles.. the road we had taken are different..

The journey is still endless and the road is vast..

What u see and feels about me are just mere what u wanted to believe..

In reality you can't foresee beyond the broken mirror..   

So i let u be...     



  

Tuesday, 11 August 2015



As time goes by... the realization...that ... 
the familiar faces whom  had been there for me ..
either had passed on.. or had to go thru stages that i knew..
and dread ..
They are the ones whom i held dear..in my heart and my memories..
The loved ones that are still here.. are more precious as there are 
so few of them..
How can i not feel affected and saddened...
As that been said..
I'm gonna chose from now on to have flashbacks/memories in my 
life...
only of the familiar sounds.. smell..laughter..smiles..gestures..
I do not want to be weight down with the unnecessary 
bitter memories.. which either been pounded on me or perceptions
of people who chooses not to believe in me as they think they know me well.....
Isn't life  too short?
I wish I could tell them to make happy memories ...even if it's short lived hold to 
them as long as u can..do not mind the setbacks that surely one 
day u might have to go thru it..
I wish i could tell them.. do not do the things u would not others do to u..
we do not live in the past.. that is why it's called the present n the future..
I wish i could tell them .. pls do not take anyone for granted or 
of all the blessings how small it can be..Hey, whatever we think we have or own 
doesn't really belong to us.. 
Right now.. all I can do is to make doas for the loved ones that had passed on..
And make doas for the loved ones that I still held dear..




      
   


         
  































Tuesday, 7 July 2015